Merry Christmas and
Happy New Year!!


Stopping in for a short and sweet quick update.  Apparently my last post released a small shit storm since it wasn't all pink ribbons and butterflies.  So I'm back with some decent news and a butterfly or two.  ;)

I have had two infusions since my shitty one.  The constipation that was horrendous has been kept ahead of with meds.  The staff finally informed me that the antinausea med Zofran (which I get a bunch of) can do this, so we are now in Major prevention mode ;)

The fatigue that was near dibilitating was not present either.  I actually was up and moving, getting things done and ready for the holidays.  Felt good to be productive.  Even got the dog poop up, now the snow can cover the rest of the winter 💩😆🤣

My counts went from .99 to 3.93 to .8 again.  Anything below 1.0 is usually a no go on chemo, but my onc has been great working with my anxiety of non-treatment.  We have done all three of these, the last being a lowered dose.  I have to remain vigilant on avoiding those that are ill.  🐛

My PET scan to check my progress is scheduled for January 23.  My onc appt is the 25th.  🤞🤞🤞🤞  I am looking for worst case, stabilization, best case shrinkage or gone.  ☝️👼👣

I have also gone back to seeing a breast cancer counselor/shrink, one appt only so far, but someone to talk to that is removed from the situation and and can just hear me out no matter what I have to say.  Its a good thing.

My new title is a Metavivor. METAvivor designed a base ribbon of green and teal to represent metastasis. Green represents the triumph of spring over winter, life over death, and symbolizes renewal, hope, and immortality while teal symbolizes healing and spirituality. The thin pink ribbon overlay signifies that the metastatic cancer originated in the breast. 
So while the pink is there, it is a mix of other colors too.  Thankfully, black is not one ;)

My kiddies are all home for a few days as

we celebrate Christmas, always a great time.  I love having family around.   I also am still going to spend a few days with my sister and her family before heading off to see my Florida friends.  Looking forward to it all!!

Have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone.  Let's make 2018 a fabulous one!!!!

p.s.  Check your boobies!!!